Sunday, August 24, 2008
The rising sun ...so life has reached another new phase. a new beginning and a new environment. new experiences and new memories to be formed. new found fears and new hopes and wishes. but one of the few things that remains - stress and pressure. Like the glare from the rising sun, i know that the future is there, it's just that i can't see it. this uncertainty, one of the things that i don't like most, i can't control.
the past 1 month was great. i learnt loads of new things, met many new ppl and also formed new bonds. these ppl that i've just met, they've been so nice. like a family, they support each other. and it's always fun to be there, even if it gets tough.
right now, i'm just taking a step at a time, and doing my best in what i can and must do. i shouldn't let anymore ppl down. and more importantly, i should treasure everthing i have, all the experiences i'm going through, even the tough and pressurising ones cos they make me grow stronger.
i guess, this feeling of uncertainty will stay. i'll just have to walk by faith and not let this fear of not knowing cripple me. instead of letting it control me, i guess i should in control. but then again, God should be the one in control of everything. for i am but a puny human, compared to this vast horizons, i am nothing.
i just hope that things will turn out fine and this time round, there'll be no more screw ups. and hopefully, there'll be loads of beautiful memories which i'll gain from my new experiences.
love,
cheryn =)
posted at 8/24/2008 01:29:00 am
